I'm a loser.

Wazzup, peoples?  So, today i had a debate tournament, any1 out there in debate?  No one?  It's pretty much just like being little lawyers.  So, my partner and i lost all three of our debates, but out opponents were the first, second, and third placing teams, so i didn't feel so bad.  One of my 'friends', for lack of better term, hates everything.  He hates Canada, he hates school, he hates our home town VERY much, he even hates his family.  And hate is a strong word.  Or, in his terms, an accurate term.  This kid is, like, REALLY smart, and he has an opinion on everything and just assumes he's always right.  Does that sound fammiliar?  If you watch The Big Bang Theory it should.  Yes, he reminds me of Sheldon Cooper, very much so.  So, who's wondering about my title?  Any one?  Is any one even reading this?  Who cares, I'll talk about it anyways.  I am such a loser, not only because i lost all three debate rounds, but because i couldn't talk to 'her' today in gym.  I kept pace with her the ENTIRE time during our 'practise' for the twelve minute run.  Then, i made sure to sit near her during the cooldown period.  She asked me what i got, and all i could say was '14'.  That's it.  I'm so WH!'ed up!  So anywho, who has facebook?  Does facebook ever show you people that you may or may not be friends with at the side bar?  Whats the point?  If we were friends, one of us would search up the other and add them; i dont need something saying 'some of your friends like this person, are they your friend'?  No.  Just plain and simple, no.  I think, and i actually think this, that my mind waves can actually affect the outcome of something.  If i think something will happen, the opposite happens.  And i even did an experiment (I'm a real loser).  I actually convinced myself that something i didn't want to happen would happen and what i DID want to happen did.  Unfortunatly, what i wanted to happen was the opposite of what i needed to happen, so i was STILL screwed!  Bah humbug.  Which reminds me...  JOY TO THE WORLD, CHIRSTMAS IN 15 DAYS!  And my friend who hates everything made it a special point that he hates christmas and christmas music.  I mean, who hates CHRISTMAS?!?!?  In fact, he said that the only things he likes are himself and his money, so for chirstmas, im gunna leave him alone.  He'll love.  And I'll give it to him about 15 days early, too.  Lol.  That's right, i said lol.  As a sentance.  Because I'm cool like that.  Booyah!  ........................................................  IGNORANCE IS BLISS!  Just had to say that.  So guys, this is something new.  I have a song stuck in my head, so you unfortunate peoples who actually found this blog, probably blowing the dust off of it, get to see what song's stuck in my head.  It's all been done before., but the Barenaked Ladies.  They are my ALL TIME FAVORIT BAND, EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  If you ever get a chance, listen to their music, it's AWESOME!  And back to the guys who watch TBBT, they play the theme song.  They also play a song for a music video when this girl is patronizing Sheldon to finish his thing.  The song was Be My Yoko Ono.  Awesome.    So, I'm sortof getting a little tired, and the well of thoughts is running dry, so latters peoples.  BAZINGA!

Monday's... And 'Her'

What goes on, internetians?  Today I had Karate (YIPEE!).  We fought a bit and it was awesome.  And today, as I was practising my drums, my stick broke as I was drumming (any drummers out there?  Comment about your abilities).  So, today at school, we didn't do anything much, except my song, sung aucapella, by myself, infront of everyone.  So, as I sung it, i was shaking like a massage chair.  But the girl who I like said, when we got back to the classroom (i sang in the band room) 'You were shaking alot.  It almost looked like you were going to fall; I was almost ready to catch you.'  YEAH!  I really like her.  Like, LOVE her.  I stare at her all class, her hair flowing over her shoulders, golden like a waterfall when it's struck by the setting sun (I'm a bit of a poet).  I've actually written songs for her, and sung them to the class, making sure that she's the first to find out about them, and she has no idea they were for her.  She keeps asking me who they were for, and i just can't muster up the courage to tell her who they were for.  I love hearing her laugh and seeing her smile; it makes me happy and feel good inside.  If i could ask her out, and do it in a not-lame way, i would feel better about myself, even if she sais 'no' (but i hope she sais 'yes').  I like her so much and I'm not sure if it was smart or dumb to not say anything about her 'i was ready to catch you' comment to her.  So, if by some freak of nature someone's reading this, if you have any advise for me, any at ALL, could you please, please comment it for me?  And only if that advise is about my girl trouble.  So, see you later internetonians, and have a good nights dream.  You are dismissed.

Yo

What happens,  peoples?  So, yesterday (saturday) i didn't leave my house at all.  And today i didn't leave the house, save for church.  Woot, woot, he says dryly.  But I suppose church was okay.
I led 'The Loft', the teen sunday school, with two of my friends.  Names aside, one of them was a guy and the other a girl.  We set up rules for 'The Loft' and taught the lesson plan for the morning.  After that, i went home and pretty much did nothing for the rest of the day.  And that was the last fourty-eight hours of my life in a nutshell.  And now onto somehting completely different.
My username, MindMaze, comes from a metephoric beliefe of the mind i have.  'The mind is like a maze.  The more of it you use, the father into the maze you go.  Everything you learn is every path you can remember throughout the laberynth.  At the end of the maze (when you can use 100% of your brain) there is a map.'  If you hadn't heard that before, i made it up, and if you had, i hadn't.  And from that, i'm onto my next point.
I'm a loser.  No sense denying it; i made up that entire long metaphor.  It's no wonder that the only girl i oculd ever muster up the courage to ask out said 'no'.  Well, she actually didn't say no.  Would you like to hear what she said?  Too bad, you're hearing it anyways.  She said, and I quote, 'I think we should just stay friends.'  On the surface, that's totaly pleasant; but i'm not one to stay on the surface.  For one, i obviously don't want to stay friends, which brings me to number two, it's too awkward to stay friends.  And there was another point, but i forget it, this phrase enrages me so much.  Ah, yes, i remember now.  By saying that, it implies that she doesn't think I can handle a 'no'.  She thinks i'm 'delicate'.  That ENRAGES me.  Infact, it WHIN'! ENRAGES ME!  but aside from that.
Ummm...  Who like Justin Bieber?  You should all be shot.  As for JB, I'll shoot the rifle myself.  That kid, an untalented, autotuned little girl, is recieving praise like some god.  I want to go down in history as the man who saved music by killing Justin Bieber.  Jones Brothers, you're next.
So, yeah, that's my life today (and yesterday).  Tommorrow, i'll be going over my day at school and then i'm gunna talk about the girl i like (not the same one i asked out before), so plan your scheduals accordingly.  In case someone out there, by some freak of nature, is reading these, and actually LIKES reading these.  Well, goodbye and goodnight peoples of the internet.  MindMaze, out!

First up

How goes it, internet surffers!  I'm going to use these blogs to talk about some stuff and vent a bit and maybe even ask for advice, if you can do that sort of thing.  As you may have guessed, I'm new, so, to start things off, I thought I might just go over some good things.  Sigh.  What's good, what's good?  Ummm...  I didn't have Phys. Ed. today.  That's...  AWESOME!  What else, what else?  I've got some great friends, and if you have some of those, every day can be great, I suppose.  Ummm, a few things about me; 1-I won't type 'lol' unless I actually laughed out loud (that being and exception).  2-I will type what I think.  So, if I think a phrase over and over, I'm going to type it over and over; but if I think it a lot, it might only go up to three times.  Ummm...  3-When I'm talking about people I won't say their names.  Not because I want to keep it somewhat confidential, but because if anyone I know should happen to find my blog and figure out I'm the one writing it, am I in deep doo-doo.  Which brings me to number 4-I will tell the truth.  I won't beat around the bush or tell lies on my blog; my blog will by my annonymys haven.  5-I don't swear.  I will use replacement words for swears, my favorite being 'WH!', which will cover just about any of them.  6-I don't really care about spelling or grammar when I'm on the computer (I know I spelt 'grammar' correctly) so if I spell something incorrectly or use impropper grammar, and it bugs you, STOP READING MY BLOG!  I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT!  And I'm sure no one else does either.  7-If you don't like my blog, jsut stop reading.  I'm not forcing you to read, no one's holding a gun to your head, forcing you to read it (hopefully).  If you don't like it, jsut stop.  I don't want to hear about it.  8-I will go on rabbit trails.  I will distract myself a lot (on purpose).  i will use a lot of humor that you may or may not enjoy/get.  My mind works differently than others, and if you don't think these things are closely enough related to be in one point, there's an example of that.  9-I will be talking about my personal life, so if you could NOT critisize what I type, that'd be great.  10-I am somewhat of a perfectionist and flet like there had to be a multiple of five points (thus ending on 10).  Sigh.  This isn't an official point, but I type what I say (Which, I suppose, is an official point).  I also don't go backwards and change things, so if something is wierd, it means I thought of it after and didn't go back to add it, because that means I have to change everything else accordingly.  So... yea.  I'm getting tired now, so...  Catch ya on the flip-side!